T1B54

“You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry.”- Author Unknown”

^ I SUPPOSE AT TIMES THAT'S TRUE. BUT NOT NOW. It would take my everything to show a true smile. 

t1B74

so today we finished watching gattaca.
its so beautiful.
the last lines were:
they say every atom once came from a star.
so maybe im not leaving, im just going back home.

i love him so much now. gerome LOL


anyway, in science, we have to do presentations of the human reproductive system. so apparently, our group will present through an interpretive dance.
kathy's the penis, who will dance ot epic musice while ejaculation.
and im the vagina.
and we're all the battling sperm.
itll be fun lol.
we were plannign to meet up at oakridge to practice, but hte ppl there wil just send us to mental hospital, so we picked a less public place. we're meeting at langara golf course to practice. LOL I STILL CAN STOP LAUGHING.
at least im not jason, who has to write a romantic love poem, or lillian who has ot write an awkward conversation with her parents LOL.

T1B73 - Empathy blog #4

ROY HAS 2 THINGS TO SAY TODAY.

i feel weak, so i worked out today. and did 150 situps and 300 pushups.
now i feel great.
judy: don't you barf?
no: i feel good.
judy" you'll die in 10 years. and if you dont', when you get old, all that will turn into flab.
thanks for the comfort.

t1b72 - great adventure trip mistake.

ok. so today, ther was a mistake.
i was gonna do my great adventure trip, but i forgot my camera. dangit.
anyway, i went ot the icerink with jojo, austin, josh, and jacob and geoffrey.
i didn't know we had to take pictures or videotape the busride.
but to be safe, ill just blog about it now, and do another trip next week.
i walked up heather to 49th, then tookt he 49th to main and walked to 51st. sunset ice rink.
i love skating, its one thing to be fast, but it's another thing to feel free.
ik it sounds cheesy, but im so much happier on ice alot of the times.

t1B71 - Empathy blog #3

a list of things i did today as roy. again.

i went ot school and saw things.
after school, i saw things.
i hallucinate. jkjk
I waited 2 hours through the girl's volleyball practice to talk the the gr 9 girls basketball coach for 3 min. wut a win.
There's a fire bell going on rite now apparently. eveyrone's running out. i should too. meh.
WHAT DO I DO.
wait.....
ok. it stopped.
i played piano after i got home. and dinner, and exercise. all day er'y day

T1B70 - Empathy blog #2

partner still roy:

ok, so today, i had 2 piano competitions, and missed school. qqq, no one noticed i was gone. jkjkjk
i had kfc for lunch. yum. then got stomachache. it hurt me. :6

then later on, i behaved like a good little boy and whent ot piano teacher's house to steal some sushi. at the same time, my mom spazzed at me cause i didnt' do well.
later that dayl like once every week, i when to alliance francais to learn french.
at french class, in a classroom, i learned french, thenc ame home.
i went to richmond for badminton near costco, and played badminton.

daily, is the piano routine.


then i must, even if i get no hw done at all, exercise b4 i sleep. this involves a routine of push-ups/situps.

t1B69 - empathy blog 1

so my partner is roy,
and this is me being him, day 1.

roy blogs?
anyway.

so let's see. wut did i do this morning?
oh rite, nothing.
i woke up: ate breakfast,
ummmmmm well i had an exciting day. left my house, went to another house. and im not sure why i woke up in the first place, because i took a nap at his house.
i chucked his lil bro around for a bit - and hurt my back. geezus, he was heavy. My macho arms are still sore.

lets see.... wut else.
oh yeah i played a chinese game, and just realize di hve hw due tomorrow.

T1B68

don't u get tired of always staying strong sometimes?
but alot of times, the smiles are fake - a pretty mask to cover a sad little wounded bird. LOL
"I smile and act like nothing is wrong. Its called putting shit aside and acting strong."

T1B65

geezus christ
why's there so much drama in school now?
they say:
LOVE = a form of amnesia when a girl forgets that there are 1.2 billion other guys int he world.

T1B67

I BELIEVE I CAN FLY.
I BELIEVE I CAN TOUCH THE SKY
ALL I NEED IS HTE FBI
I BELIEVE I CAN FLY

^thats the song i made up with freinds in gr 2.

now this is the real deal"
if you wanna fly, you gotta give up the shit that weighs you down.

T1B63

remember me with smiles and laughs, for thats how ill remember you.
if you can only remmeber me wiht sadness and tears, then don't remember me at all.



^its not worth it. i think so deeply of these sentences. i think about a lot of my old friends - and alot of it involes tears. tbh, id rahter not have these memories.

T1b61

life is short, live it.
love is rare, grab it.
anger is bad, dump it.
fear is awful, face it
memories are sweet, cherish it.

this are such simple sentences, ones i can compose of every day. They why does this give me a feeling of such great impact?

T1B60

my parents think im crayz. legitly.
i told them about the camping outside idea. my mom saiz i already have the sniffles, and that she does not need me creating more trouble by getting sick. so it hink that's a no.

personally, i don't think this projects is a must-do. Its november - its getting cold outside, and i understand the homeless dont have it easy. my dad donates around 200 dollars to different shelters every year. i truly understand their pain - its a sad story - and in synergy, we're trying to make a different here.
after all, isn't that wut synergy is about? putting young minds to work on the big picture.

T1B59

People don't cry b/c they're weak. Ppl cry because they've been strong for far too long.

ive always thought that crying is a nono. a bad thing - both mentally, and physically. but over time, i learned that crying is really easy on the nerves. It's healthy to have mental break downs. Alot of times, you get hte feeling that .... hmm how to put it: your life sucks. there's nothing worth living for - this leads ot breakdowns.

and the reason for ppl not crying is because they fear FEAR. This specific fear is built from always being strong.

T1B58

Scars are tactoos with better stories.

this is good.

i have lotta scars.

mr hauck has lotta tactoos.

my scars have a story.

his scars are the story.